Well guys, I don't know why I'm updating a journal no one reads, but nevertheless I feel I need to express how it is I am feeling to an audience of any kind.

I have no inspiration... this is very clear. But one thing I am wondering, is if I'll have even less when school starts, or will it be jump started?

I hate school, there is no question about this... But mainly the time I hang out with Yanomeko, it usually helps. So I feel that the 3 or so months I am in school (dropping out in November to get my g.e.d) will either help, or, obliterate my writing career.

Hard times I have endured... but it's these hard times that gave me my inspiration to do something creative. Without pain you can't know pleasure, without hate you can't know love, without sorrow you can't know happiness.

So... I have a new outlook on school. For these 3 months. These 90ish days that I would considered suffering. I will channel this emotion.. channel it to my writing, and hopefully jump start my creativeness!!!!!!

Farewell to all, and keep in tune to my page, for there are masterpieces to be made!!!

- JaK